That is what I feel in a crowded room.
Wandering eyes, lingering touches.
Silence is not found in a 100 foot radius.
You are not alone, but you are lonely.
Secrets, lies, scandal, jealousy are being tossed all over the room.
Your headphones muffle the sound but you know you are still there.
The room is supposed to be air conditioned, but you feel like you are in a sauna.
Baking in shared heat,
there but not really there.
You try to distract yourself, but the noise, heat, and smell, muffle your train of thought.